A fresh start.

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The internet is troubling these days. I have been blogging and writing for 5 years and then I had a YouTube channel for 3 years. I was so very foolish. I posted everything and spoke so openly and honestly. Some loved this refreshing way of being so real and “out there”.

Well, it bit me in the arse. There are ghouls and goblins in them woods and they came after me, my family and my mental state of being. I seemed “wacky” as some put it because I was not shallow and made of plastic like so many these days.

The ghouls and goblins are celebrating right now thinking they scared me off. Ah but they not only did NOT scare me off, they gave me a wonderful gift.

The gift of a fresh start and recreating myself anew!

You see, I was tired of my old blog and channel for so, so long. I tried to change it and people were not happy…most were kind and loving, but some not so much. So, I made a creators fatal mistake of bending to the crowds wishes.

I continued doing old stuff over and over to please others. I felt tired and worn over and over with a few seasons of brightening up when life changed for the better. But after a bit of excitement the thick fog would return.

I felt a bit trapped and I compromised what I shared and how I shared to avoid upsetting others. I was not truly being myself. I had created an image and was stuck, stuck, stuck. I even had to seperate out my spiritual stuff from my other works.

My soul kept whispering “it’s time for change…”. I had another facet of myself that was ready to be birthed.

When these puppets threw me in their kettle, I decided to allow the death to occur. First my YouTube was put to death forever and then my blog was the last part of my creations to die.

And it should have been something to be mourned…I mean, all those years of work gone! But it was a relief.

I feel alive and I can start a whole new life on here! I have deleted it all and have a new name, new titles, new home!

So, to all of you that I adore and have been with me for so long, I have sent out word through a secret source to gather you all up again to rejoice the new life.

Here I will stay pretty private (most of you know so much anyway), but we will talk home, spiritual works and life, writing, and finding peace in this crazy, toxic world. We will live in a bubble and find a new world.

Welcome back to the community!

87 thoughts on “A fresh start.

  1. I’ve dealt with reviews and wierdos for ever. I’m fine with that. They just invaded the privacy and it was dangerous. I had to delete all my personal stuff and report them. It’s handled now. I will keep this one up.

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  2. There was someone posting strange content on your old blog, less than 2 wks ago. Kinda freaked me out. Glad that you took this action. Love you and yours. You did it!

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  3. I AM SOOO PLEASED U R BACK!!!….
    Wasn’t too sure what had happened till I investigated further. U were a miss, so pleased that u didnt let the $#%&,! grind u down girl. They should b ashamed of themselves. Take care cos I care Mrs πŸ€“πŸ™πŸ’—

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  4. Lol, I’ve had to hide me secret codes here and there and people are finding the path. Love it. No, gossip, bad reviews…who cares. Getting into my privacy and compromising…had to fake the death and start fresh.

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  5. I am so glad you are still around. I actually found you through the forum that was so cruel and judgemental of you. I found them while looking for you. I read all 47 pages and then had a total meltdown, and I told them how much you have helped me. I told them them some of the specifics of my breakdown which I have not shared with you to let them know what a huge part of my healing you have been. Someone posted your link.

    I truly do not understand negative gossip. There is already so much suffering that we should be encouraging and accepting of each other. I am losing my words again, but once again, so glad to have found you.

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  6. Well, they will simmer in their own toxic soup and karma is real. They don’t have many good things coming their way. I, on the other hand, have a life filled with blessings and love.

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  7. I knew you had stopped making videos, but thought the channel was still there, nope. Then I tried to find your blog again, nope. All gone! So glad I thought to look where your books are and found my way here! I wish only love and peace for you and all of yours and I look forward to reading the new blog!

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  8. Hey Kate,
    I am so glad I found you, I could tell you were needing a change. I don’t write much and didn’t when you were on yt,but have followed you for years and have tremendous respect for you and your family. , I am so grateful for the time you were on yt, it helped me through some very dark times. Looking forward to following you on this blog, Take care! BTW, I was one of your Patreon members, and your talks always resonated with me.

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  9. Wow I found you. After deleting YouTube and then your other blog went down I was kind of worried.
    I was looking at your books on amazon and I saw the little blog address under your picture . Yay. Very happy to have found you and read your blogs again with my coffee. Stay safe. It is a crazy world out there.

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  10. Oh my gosh, I am so glad I found you again Kate. I was worried that you had gone for good. I read some of the nasty things people are saying about you on the gossip site and I can’t understand why they hate you so much. I have lots of your books on Kindle and I enjoy hearing about your life and I am so happy you are living your dream life in your new home.

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  11. Oh, those stupid ladies hate everyone. They are now onto another YTer and tearing her apart. They just pick a channel and become savages. So many of us YTers detest them. But they got too personal with my family and such so I’ve reported them and deleted everything. I’m making my way back but I’ll be a hell of a lot more private with my life and family.

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  12. Hi Kate, I had recently found your YouTube then blog. I came over when a fellow you tuber mentioned we should check you out. I was busy watching all the videos and catching up on all the blog posts. I am just so glad I found my way to your new channel and blog. Your ideals are a breathe of fresh air in this crazy world we find ourselves. Believe it or not you’re a voice of calm and sanity speaking some hard truths about the way we are living our unsustainable lives. Just wanted to say a little hello and to thank you for sharing in your journey.

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  13. Well, poo. I didn’t receive any secret message to meet at a new location. I’m sure it just got lost in the mail…LOL. I see you now.

    How’s The family? Everyone Ok? I have some catching up to do. 😊

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  14. I’m so HAPPY that you are back to Blogging and being on Youtube. I was bummed when you disappeared. I don’t comment much on here or youtube but I thoroughly enjoy reading and watching you.( not in a creepy way) You have been a great inspiration for me and I’m sure many others. THANK YOU for BEING YOU!!!!

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  15. I’ll admit I was quite surprised and a bit hurt by your abrupt departure. But I didn’t know the awful things the gossips brigade were spewing about you. Vile, hateful meanness! Mean girls from high school on steroids, wow! That level of nasty and repulsive commentary would knock anyone off their feet for a bit. I’m happy to see you have rebounded and can put those shabby cowards behind you. In your absence I found several new channels that I’m now enjoying, that speak to me in different ways.With your channel I always enjoyed and now will again, being able to take a peek into a different kind of home life very much removed from my own. Your new channel will mean different things to different viewers. But I’m glad to hear you express that you aren’t going to try to be all things to all viewers – you do you, no justification necessary. And if it’s not someones cup of tea, they should just move on. Welcome back!

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  16. I didn’t read any of it just heard through community. What a waste of time and bad karma on those women. They do it to many people, one day they will mess with the wrong person.

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  17. I am so glad you are back here and on You tube!! I found you because I told Prepper Princess that you had been bullied to and How much I was missing you, She told me where to find you again!!

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  18. Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive learn something like this before. So good to find any individual with some original ideas on this subject. realy thanks for beginning this up. this web site is something that is wanted on the net, someone with a bit of originality. useful job for bringing one thing new to the web!

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  19. Dear Kate,

    I’m so glad to have found this website. I have read your books, started watching your videos and reading your old blog before it was taken down. You have really inspired me to start my own journey. Don’t ever change who you are. Haters will hate, but this is your community and we are all here for you.

    So happy you’re back!

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