The internet is troubling these days. I have been blogging and writing for 5 years and then I had a YouTube channel for 3 years. I was so very foolish. I posted everything and spoke so openly and honestly. Some loved this refreshing way of being so real and “out there”.
Well, it bit me in the arse. There are ghouls and goblins in them woods and they came after me, my family and my mental state of being. I seemed “wacky” as some put it because I was not shallow and made of plastic like so many these days.
The ghouls and goblins are celebrating right now thinking they scared me off. Ah but they not only did NOT scare me off, they gave me a wonderful gift.
The gift of a fresh start and recreating myself anew!
You see, I was tired of my old blog and channel for so, so long. I tried to change it and people were not happy…most were kind and loving, but some not so much. So, I made a creators fatal mistake of bending to the crowds wishes.
I continued doing old stuff over and over to please others. I felt tired and worn over and over with a few seasons of brightening up when life changed for the better. But after a bit of excitement the thick fog would return.
I felt a bit trapped and I compromised what I shared and how I shared to avoid upsetting others. I was not truly being myself. I had created an image and was stuck, stuck, stuck. I even had to seperate out my spiritual stuff from my other works.
My soul kept whispering “it’s time for change…”. I had another facet of myself that was ready to be birthed.
When these puppets threw me in their kettle, I decided to allow the death to occur. First my YouTube was put to death forever and then my blog was the last part of my creations to die.
And it should have been something to be mourned…I mean, all those years of work gone! But it was a relief.
I feel alive and I can start a whole new life on here! I have deleted it all and have a new name, new titles, new home!
So, to all of you that I adore and have been with me for so long, I have sent out word through a secret source to gather you all up again to rejoice the new life.
Here I will stay pretty private (most of you know so much anyway), but we will talk home, spiritual works and life, writing, and finding peace in this crazy, toxic world. We will live in a bubble and find a new world.
Welcome back to the community!