A fresh start.

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The internet is troubling these days. I have been blogging and writing for 5 years and then I had a YouTube channel for 3 years. I was so very foolish. I posted everything and spoke so openly and honestly. Some loved this refreshing way of being so real and “out there”.

Well, it bit me in the arse. There are ghouls and goblins in them woods and they came after me, my family and my mental state of being. I seemed “wacky” as some put it because I was not shallow and made of plastic like so many these days.

The ghouls and goblins are celebrating right now thinking they scared me off. Ah but they not only did NOT scare me off, they gave me a wonderful gift.

The gift of a fresh start and recreating myself anew!

You see, I was tired of my old blog and channel for so, so long. I tried to change it and people were not happy…most were kind and loving, but some not so much. So, I made a creators fatal mistake of bending to the crowds wishes.

I continued doing old stuff over and over to please others. I felt tired and worn over and over with a few seasons of brightening up when life changed for the better. But after a bit of excitement the thick fog would return.

I felt a bit trapped and I compromised what I shared and how I shared to avoid upsetting others. I was not truly being myself. I had created an image and was stuck, stuck, stuck. I even had to seperate out my spiritual stuff from my other works.

My soul kept whispering “it’s time for change…”. I had another facet of myself that was ready to be birthed.

When these puppets threw me in their kettle, I decided to allow the death to occur. First my YouTube was put to death forever and then my blog was the last part of my creations to die.

And it should have been something to be mourned…I mean, all those years of work gone! But it was a relief.

I feel alive and I can start a whole new life on here! I have deleted it all and have a new name, new titles, new home!

So, to all of you that I adore and have been with me for so long, I have sent out word through a secret source to gather you all up again to rejoice the new life.

Here I will stay pretty private (most of you know so much anyway), but we will talk home, spiritual works and life, writing, and finding peace in this crazy, toxic world. We will live in a bubble and find a new world.

Welcome back to the community!

87 thoughts on “A fresh start.

  1. Kate, I’m glad I thought to write you and happy you are here. I hope and pray the good ones come once again and the bad ones stay away. Sometimes a fresh start is needed. Perhaps we all need to start focusing more on our life and how to be happier, peaceful, and content in all situations. Not going to be one of those panicking people, but am trying to be wise, and plan for the future ahead. I’ll be reading! πŸ™‚

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    1. I AM SOOO PLEASED U R BACK!!!….
      Wasn’t too sure what had happened till I investigated further. U were a miss, so pleased that u didnt let the $#%&,! grind u down girl. They should b ashamed of themselves. Take care cos I care Mrs πŸ€“πŸ™πŸ’—

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      1. Lol, I’ve had to hide me secret codes here and there and people are finding the path. Love it. No, gossip, bad reviews…who cares. Getting into my privacy and compromising…had to fake the death and start fresh.

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  2. Welcome. I’ve only had one person try to humiliate me on wordpress-didn’t work. I used what that person said and wrote a really funny post about it. Pleasing people on the internet is not something I aspire to, staying positive is. I’ll be reading your posts, too. πŸ™‚

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    1. I had my blog for years but no, it wasn’t just one person, that is easy to deal with. There is a gossip site that harasses YouTubers to no end but they got too personal so I cleared all my channels and blogs for safety reasons. Now I start anew and fresh…which I wanted to do for so long.:)

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  3. Aaaawwww Kate, I am in tears. I don’t know what to say. I am sorry we did this to you by asking so much from you. But I am so glad that you started anew. Thank you. Please be careful and take care. All the best with this new blog.

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      1. There was someone posting strange content on your old blog, less than 2 wks ago. Kinda freaked me out. Glad that you took this action. Love you and yours. You did it!

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  4. Hey! Horray and Praise God a place to read and write! Let it flow girl < Youve been on my mind and in my prayers the past few days I sensed something was a miss. Are you ready for Fall season as much as I am ?

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  5. I think that this is wonderful and exciting! I am so happy for you. They can’t keep a good woman down. I will definitely be reading. Let the real Kate shine.

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  6. I am so happy you wrote me and sent me here !! I was pretty sad when I thought you were gone from all media ! I look so forward to seeing what you have to say now that you feel free to be yourself !
    You are very right . Sometimes we just have to start fresh in the areas not working in your life !
    I think it was very brave to start completely over and let go of that old work and set your sights on a bright new future !!
    I bought Florences book when you suggested it to me and it is amazing ! I need to sit down and read more . Life has been distracting me lately from figuring out what I want to do . Finishing that book would be a great first step !
    Congratulations on your new blog !! ❀️

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  7. I am so happy that you have a new safe space! I learned so much from your videos and blog and am really looking forward to the spiritual stuff ❀️❀️❀️

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  8. Kate you feel like an older sister to me. I’m so glad you’re continuing to blog. Just like you need your coffee, I need my Kate (and Molly) updates. Blessings to you, keep shining brightly! Oh, and I’m redecorating too; I’m into my botanicals and vintage books, candles and vases of field flowers, natural wood and wool blankets (all thrifted, no new purchases). Pure love!

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  9. Dearest Kate. I’m so glad I found you on your new blog. This is a place to build one another up and help each other. The world has gone to hell in a hand basket and meanness and rudeness just seems to be rampant. Keep keeping on and being you and sharing your spirit gifts. Love, hugs, peace and many blessings to you and yours!

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  10. I’m so glad you are back. You’ve been saying for awhile now that this is a time for rebirth. Sometimes we just have to make an abrupt change because we have moved past what’s in our current lives. I’ve been there. Even though it’s painful, it’s amazing to take that step into the new. Take good care and enjoy!

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      1. Oh, Kate…I am soooo happy that you have started a new blog. You have helped me to change myself and better my life. I hope you and your family are doing well.

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  11. A couple of weeks ago someone recomanded your YouTube channel, you stopped, than i began tot read your blog, the only blog i read and then i didn’t received your emails any more and couldn’t find your blogs, at tought it had something to do with living in europe but kept looking every now and than. I’m glad i found your new blog hoping it is for a longer time now. it is nice to read about being different, being yourself is liberating, in our world where freedom is supposedly truth means freedom to join the crowd and that does not suit everyone.
    thank you for wanting to let your own sound be heard and that I can and may enjoy it on another continent!

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  12. Would like to encourage you in your new endeavor. I was not able to enjoy your previous blog or you tube. However, your new venture has started well and I look forward to getting to know you better.

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  13. I’m so glad to have found you once again. I thoroughly enjoy your writing and you always brighten up my day. I look forward to reading your new blog posts.

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  14. Thankyou so much for returning Kate I really missed your life wisdoms there are not many bloggers like you around any more, we need you ❀️

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  15. What a delight to have found your new “home”! I’ve enjoyed your channel for the past two plus years and felt a real sense of loss when you took it down, but also completely understood the reasoning behind your decision. I began reading your blog, and although I missed the video aspect, your “voice” came through your written words as unmistakably “Kate” — sweet and clear and genuine.

    Well, I then took a few days off, and when I returned I couldn’t pull up the blog site . . . Uh oh . . . I figured that you, again, had good reasons for taking it down; but I almost felt as though I’d suddenly lost a good friend with no way to find her. Silly, perhaps, since we’ve never met, but the feeling was almost palpable.

    One of the (many) lessons I’ve been slow to learn (and by “slow” I mean fighting it tooth and nail, haha) is that change is not only constant, it’s inevitable. The more I resist it, the more obvious and creative and outrageous God gets about putting it directly in front of me so that I cannot avoid it.

    You know how it is — the lesson will keep coming up over and over again until we get it, right?

    But God is kind — and I’m so pleased to have found the new blog through the happy discovery of a link through the-site-which-shall-remain-nameless-but-sells-everything πŸ™‚

    Thank you for continuing to share with your community through this platform. Enjoy, express, and revel in the knowledge that you are both treasured and appreciated. Please let us know how we can best support you going forward.

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  16. I am glad to have found you again, and to hearthat you are feeling better now dear Kate ! You did not let the gossip hyenas get you down.

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  17. I made a typo. Please delete the other one Kate. It should read : I am glad to have found you again, and to hear that you are feeling better now dear Kate ! You did not let the gossip hyenas get you down, or leave all your good cyber friends behind.

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  18. Please let me know when you change your site because I really love reading these blogs. I love how real you are. It is so refreshing in a plastic world. Please just be yourself and don’t worry about what those people say. There will always be some nasty people, you can’t let them get to you. If everyone one was a good person, we would have a healthy environment and world peace. But I totally get wanting to protect your family. Anyway I’m glad I found your new site.

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    1. I’ve dealt with reviews and wierdos for ever. I’m fine with that. They just invaded the privacy and it was dangerous. I had to delete all my personal stuff and report them. It’s handled now. I will keep this one up.

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  19. I am so glad you are still around. I actually found you through the forum that was so cruel and judgemental of you. I found them while looking for you. I read all 47 pages and then had a total meltdown, and I told them how much you have helped me. I told them them some of the specifics of my breakdown which I have not shared with you to let them know what a huge part of my healing you have been. Someone posted your link.

    I truly do not understand negative gossip. There is already so much suffering that we should be encouraging and accepting of each other. I am losing my words again, but once again, so glad to have found you.

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    1. Well, they will simmer in their own toxic soup and karma is real. They don’t have many good things coming their way. I, on the other hand, have a life filled with blessings and love.

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  20. I knew you had stopped making videos, but thought the channel was still there, nope. Then I tried to find your blog again, nope. All gone! So glad I thought to look where your books are and found my way here! I wish only love and peace for you and all of yours and I look forward to reading the new blog!

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  21. Hey Kate,
    I am so glad I found you, I could tell you were needing a change. I don’t write much and didn’t when you were on yt,but have followed you for years and have tremendous respect for you and your family. , I am so grateful for the time you were on yt, it helped me through some very dark times. Looking forward to following you on this blog, Take care! BTW, I was one of your Patreon members, and your talks always resonated with me.

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  22. Wow I found you. After deleting YouTube and then your other blog went down I was kind of worried.
    I was looking at your books on amazon and I saw the little blog address under your picture . Yay. Very happy to have found you and read your blogs again with my coffee. Stay safe. It is a crazy world out there.

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  23. Oh my gosh, I am so glad I found you again Kate. I was worried that you had gone for good. I read some of the nasty things people are saying about you on the gossip site and I can’t understand why they hate you so much. I have lots of your books on Kindle and I enjoy hearing about your life and I am so happy you are living your dream life in your new home.

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    1. Oh, those stupid ladies hate everyone. They are now onto another YTer and tearing her apart. They just pick a channel and become savages. So many of us YTers detest them. But they got too personal with my family and such so I’ve reported them and deleted everything. I’m making my way back but I’ll be a hell of a lot more private with my life and family.

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  24. Hi Kate, I had recently found your YouTube then blog. I came over when a fellow you tuber mentioned we should check you out. I was busy watching all the videos and catching up on all the blog posts. I am just so glad I found my way to your new channel and blog. Your ideals are a breathe of fresh air in this crazy world we find ourselves. Believe it or not you’re a voice of calm and sanity speaking some hard truths about the way we are living our unsustainable lives. Just wanted to say a little hello and to thank you for sharing in your journey.

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  25. Well, poo. I didn’t receive any secret message to meet at a new location. I’m sure it just got lost in the mail…LOL. I see you now.

    How’s The family? Everyone Ok? I have some catching up to do. 😊

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  26. I’m so HAPPY that you are back to Blogging and being on Youtube. I was bummed when you disappeared. I don’t comment much on here or youtube but I thoroughly enjoy reading and watching you.( not in a creepy way) You have been a great inspiration for me and I’m sure many others. THANK YOU for BEING YOU!!!!

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  27. I’ll admit I was quite surprised and a bit hurt by your abrupt departure. But I didn’t know the awful things the gossips brigade were spewing about you. Vile, hateful meanness! Mean girls from high school on steroids, wow! That level of nasty and repulsive commentary would knock anyone off their feet for a bit. I’m happy to see you have rebounded and can put those shabby cowards behind you. In your absence I found several new channels that I’m now enjoying, that speak to me in different ways.With your channel I always enjoyed and now will again, being able to take a peek into a different kind of home life very much removed from my own. Your new channel will mean different things to different viewers. But I’m glad to hear you express that you aren’t going to try to be all things to all viewers – you do you, no justification necessary. And if it’s not someones cup of tea, they should just move on. Welcome back!

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    1. I didn’t read any of it just heard through community. What a waste of time and bad karma on those women. They do it to many people, one day they will mess with the wrong person.

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  28. I am so glad you are back here and on You tube!! I found you because I told Prepper Princess that you had been bullied to and How much I was missing you, She told me where to find you again!!

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  29. Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive learn something like this before. So good to find any individual with some original ideas on this subject. realy thanks for beginning this up. this web site is something that is wanted on the net, someone with a bit of originality. useful job for bringing one thing new to the web!

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  30. Dear Kate,

    I’m so glad to have found this website. I have read your books, started watching your videos and reading your old blog before it was taken down. You have really inspired me to start my own journey. Don’t ever change who you are. Haters will hate, but this is your community and we are all here for you.

    So happy you’re back!

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